If you haven't heard of Nightvale or the Black tapes. Don't look them up
You'll just disappear for months.
Do not check out this link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ujksjzqrhys
accept my friend invite on discord. also where the fuck is the RSS feed for that black tapes podcast?
So you have specialized knives, a military background, a preference for weird revolvers, and a hatred for humanity.
Are you sure yo aren't a serial killer or hit man?
I mean, I have fancy domascus steel knives that ring like bells if you flick them. But I can't even look at a horror movie where someone is getting cut, I can't even gut a fish without throwing up.
I'm hardly a serial killer. At worst I mass murder spiders in my basement.
Look at me, I'm a cool innocent looking guy.
You look like a batman villain
Holy shit are you trying to impress death or something?
this shit is celeb + incel all the way
tbh I'm not an incel, I just don't care for sex. There are plenty of bars around here famous for loose women, and I'm not an unattractive guy if I try.
I just don't really care for sex. Sex is just an afterthought of of a relationship, I'm kind of a billion pillows and floofy covers cuddle slut.
I call it temporary excellence, and it would work awesomely in a bar. I can turn on lie mode and be the most fanstasic person you've ever met, for a while. I can't hold up the act, depending on how deep a fake I want to play it can last for anywhere from 15 minutes to a day.
After that I need to recharge.
I'm not a sociopath, I have emotions and honestly want to help and not hurt people, but I have mastered a few of their traits.
Maintaining a relationship would be a problem though. Its why I like DK, he's just as fucked in the head as I am, and apparently like me, still holds on to a few shards of sanity.
Its not really that hard to believe, I've got looks, money, fancy cars, a house, a handsome dog. It doesn't take to many tweaks to shape reality to make me a great person for a drunk girl/guy/trans to sleep with for a night.
It worked on fancy and unell. Sure they ran in terror when my real personality came out, but doesn't mean I didn't bang them.
seriously, I didn't even try with fancy, it just happened. Unell was pissed I fucked her and not him. He set up the pins, and I knocked them down.
With Unell, we literally met because I said I was going to rape him, then he was surprised that our sex made him running terrified back to canada. Thats not even me being mean, that's just fulfilling a promise.
well to be clear, he said you can't rape the willing.
I proved him wrong.
as a person who has a history of being sex trafficked, I know exactly how to pull mental strings to break a person.
Unell thought I was kidding, until I found out his phobias. He said he liked fear sex, I just took it a little too far.
Plus he made the unfortunate misake of getting a previously completely sober Steam drunk on 150.
Probably not the best decision he'd made in his life. Up untill then we'd been dating for like 3 years, and every time we met we'd get snow globes with us hugging in on picture with the ticket on the back side.
After that. I fucked fancy, drove him ito madness and his parents had him committed, randomly built a prison for myself, and now I'm sitting in the center of it so I don't hurt anyone, and who knows what he's doing. Probably nothing productive.
Thats not something to brag about. Its even more fucked up.
You really have deviated from your old self, the old you would have found that hilarious. Or at least entertaining.
and to be honest, I didn't technically rape him, I just terrified him. I kind of threatened to lobotomize him in his sleep…
Probably a party foul on me…
But no one is perfect right?
he saw me taxidermy animals, and remove brains so it was probably a real threat.
I keep saying that just because I CAN do something, doesn't mean I will.
He did do that, and Unell was terrified.
Anyone would be. A lobotomy is one of the must inhumane things in human history.
And a monster used to push them for profits.
My grandpa used to do them.
He showed me how to when he was showing me how to do taxadermy.
Its a 25 degree angle up the nose and a quarter rotation. Simple enough.
But like I said just because I can do something dosent mean I will.
Its no worse than neutering an aggressive dog.
They're still alive, and can live their lives, they just don't have the capacity to resist anymore, or follow up on aggressive tendencies.
Then I kind of dragged his body back to my apartment.
My friends made sure he was ok, but yeah, I was being a little brutal.
Then when he woke up he grabbed my neck, I grabbed his and made the threat and he started hyperventilating and passed out.
next day when he woke up I sent him back on an airplane with my own money and sent him back home. First Class.
Cause I'm a nice guy.
I'm not violent normally, I have two distinct personalities.
I love and want to help everyone when I'm me. I research ways to help and fix people, and how to manipulate them (helpfully) to be better versions of themselves.
The other me wants to destroy and debilitate everything. There is no other explanation for it, he is just evil.
I'll never understand violent men, both my personalities pretty much agree.
Like I got stabbed in the eye after some rich fuckwad poked me in the eye because he saw "austin powers" and there was this one guy with a sick that poked the "mole" who had a mole saying "molley olly olly" and he did that to me, cause I have a mole.
I punched him, chased him down the stairs and then was about to punch him but then he started crying.
That was it, there was no point in perusing the fight after that. The fight was won, he broke, game over.
Then I almost got put into "special ed" because I almost beat up a lawyer's son.
Fuck me its like no matter what I do, who I show mercy on, or whatever, I'm always the bad guy.
I don't really have body hair. But I'll shave yours
Then I'll trim your mustache to be extra cute <3
I only respect personality. Its emotions, behaviors, skills, and manurisms I respect.
Not exactly things women focus on.
I want someone who is deep in emotions, but at the same time distant..
you have a confidence of violence about you
Inside every human is a wildness, an untamed, a survivor. Specially inside men.
Same as inside every dog, no matter how small is a wolf.
And just because I can let the violence consume me and bask in the darkness and burning of the energy of hell. Doesn't mean it can move my hand to strike when I don't want to strike another.
do me a favor, tell me what I am.
I'll do the opposite and tell you what you are.
just one extra question. do you have a pet?
I have a german shepherd to equal the grounds
please tell me you have a sister I can seduce?
I do have an awful habit. Of zoning out in my imagination of a good world where theres no bad people in it.
But luckily my brain snaps me out of it before I get lost thinking everything and everyone is kind and nice. And that everyone can be trusted.
You can't live your life drunk on god's energy. Even if serving others is one's purpose.
One must keep the facade up, of being mean and evil. One must keep sharp and educating yourself.
Anyways back to reality. I can't stay in a state of being perpetually happy. That just lets me be taken advantage of.>>3692475
Thats creepy. She's a child.
you and I have a similar coping mechanism.
I like to pretend that I'm alone on an orbiting space station, revived after 10k years of deep sleep.
I really do hate people.
she's a child. >3 I can be a kid if you really want that…
i mean its not like I killed him, I'm not a murderer.
Its not like you have anything to lose.
well the relatively short spanned mindests of younger generations is a problem, whats worse i how newer gens can get this kind of know how without things like the "temple of the screaming electron" or other mass examples of declassified military docs.
when I was a kid, black sites used to be hard to come by. Now there basically gone, unless kids know how to acess the dark web, I don't see how there getting their guides.
my mom was like "omg I think I dark webbed once" and I was like "if you don't know that you are on the dark web, you aren't on the dark web" and she was like "ok"
we do it all the time here with that furaffinity onion… Thats the dark web.
aw, you think that just because I've been trained to be nice that I don't have a stinger
Good for you.
it's funny dog thinks you'd beat me when that's irrelevant since I challenged you and you backed off, what an absolute pussy you are
I haven't eaten there in years though. Or any fast food really.
Review Bro tells me fastfood now can cost 9 dollars just for the sandwich!
I remember when you could get a sandwich for a dollar from the dollar menu.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usNsm_sUtdI
Who IS that horrible little man ?
He looks like a cross between a botched tranny job and a chihuahua !