7a90a5bd No.3693267
That is the conclusion that i have to make. I'm about to turn 40 and if something isn't suddenly going to change my life, it's not going to get any better. I've had chronic fatigue syndrome and depression for about 20 years, but it's really gotten bad in the last few years, and while even those things were usually intermittent, now they seem not to be.
My skin is crumbling, i have an increasing amount of food intolerances which leave me with almost nothing left that i'm able to eat, which also has a direct effect of my physical and mental state, and i've lost most of the strength and much flexibility of my hands, leaving me unable to play any musical instruments or do anything that requires fine motorics or stamina.
I'm increasingly convinced that my life circumstances are the reason for much of my health problems, and if something miraculous doesn't happen to my life real soon, i might eventually die from sheer misery, or end up with some ailment that cripples me for the rest of my life.
I know that every time there is something that looks promising, not even necessarily for me, but the way the world is going, it actually makes me physically better, to the point that many of my ailments are almost gone temporarily, then as it turns out to be nothing, it's back again.
There's really no clear ideas that are relevant to me. I have been trying everything there is, over and over and it's never led to anything. I have still never met one single furry in real life, nor do i even know of many in my country - they all seem to be rich hipster fursuiters with no concern for the overall community, and absolutely nothing in common with me. And i don't really have many close friends online in the rest of the world either, anymore, much because of the ways Internet culture and furry culture has changed from the days of forums, personal websites, IRC and desktop messengers.
With my other interests, it's equally hopeless - there simply isn't anybody here who cares about the things that i do, nor are there enough people online for it to be of any use. I don't think i can really relate to people who aren't furries, they have no idea about the issues, so what is there to do?
27e0d727 No.3693277
>>3693267Can you eat meat?
Specifically Red Meat, with decent amounts of animal fat?
Can you eat Cannabis?
Specifically the oil that is distiled from the flower, RSO cannabis oil, like is used in DIY Edibles.
Most people combust cannabis for the smoke, but that is a waste, unless you have the lung cancer.
Go for walks more often, if you are sedentary.
Avoid having a computer or phone in bed with you, ever.
Consider getting/building a standing desk, and try to be standing if you're using a computer.
"Other Furries" can be normal or total cringe.
Many furries have taken the bioweapon clot-shots from the globalist pandemonium of face-diapers and neo-feudal totalitarianism and bio-leninism, and some idiots even keep getting the "boosters" that ensure that they remain infectious to others with what is called "the shed" or the massive shedding/outgassing of toxic "spike" prions.
This shit is like a cheap crappy version of weaponized nanites from the webcomic "Schlock Mercenary."
This is a time to be improving yourself and learning how to stay healthy by moving enough for your Lymphatic system to cycle environmental crap out of your body.
Also, anything written by Dr. Mercola is worth reading.
lewrockwell.com
revolver.news
Also, if you're a guy, there's more survival tips and humor at Terrence Popp's website:
redonkulas.com
543cfc15 No.3693279
>>3693267Tl;Dr
You're a typical furry. Obese, stinky broke and lonely
6be66db7 No.3693394
>>3693267Im 52 and alone.
I understand what you mean. I suffered and still suffer from depression from time too time.
Start listening to common sense social speakers and get out of your own head.
Get to a gym and listen to ballsy music. Stay away from caffeine and booze. Watch all drug use legal or not.
DO NOT —–ride highs or lows.
Gonna stop back from time to time.
Find something to study.
1e22e9b1 No.3694603
Not an expert here and while I think you are a troll you may also have a health issue that is causing you this. Relationships may fix it for you but health will still require monitoring the fact you are furry at all means you are probably not quite right chemically so you should either seek physical care or change and improve your behavoir. Good luck and stop drinking and or substance abuse which can be the same as relationship seeking/thrill seeking. You are only hurting yourself more if you are riding with these neglected medical conditions. Do your research and try to seek diagnosis and professional help.
b0def663 No.3694604
>>3693267You have a Discord or something? We could talk
7a90a5bd No.3694623
>>3694604I'm on the Lulz discord.
97c9d1a2 No.3694644
>>3694636Is that the "POSSUM QUEEN"?
The one from the porn videos?
7a90a5bd No.3695987
Great, now i'm banned from the Lulz Discord too. No explanation, of course. Maybe someone thought i posted too much "political" stuff. I still got my own, but nobody ever talks there.
https://discord.gg/fT5jHZcCRpSome fanatically anti-AI mod here keeps deleting my posts, too. He's too much of a pussy to even reveal who he is. I used to think this was one of the few places i was still accepted. I hope i can at least get my Facebook account back soon, so i can talk to the people i used to know on there.
f4e66cd4 No.3695995
>>3695993although tbh, hes not 5% as bad as Millcore on E621.
That girl is 400lbs of blue haired, heat seeking, ban mashing assault drone.
f4e66cd4 No.3695998
>>3695995I'm perma-banned from E621 for "creepy comments." My comments there are no more creepy than the ones I post here, if not even more reserved. Still, I got my first, second third… twelth warning within 20 minutes of her getting mod status.
Asking her to clarify what actually constitutes a creepy comment, also get me hit with a creepy comment warning. Its not like I was asking anyone for personal information, or even responding to any other user's posts. It was stuff like where a picture of guy with a dick the size of a draft horse and I might say something like "I bet he needs a 20 gallon blood transfusion every time someone winks at him"
or
a commenting on a pic of a demon goat girl with 20 tits and enough genital piercings to make a kitchen magnet potentially lethal and saying. In much those same words.
3b4c1ea6 No.3696003
I have similar issues, in particular with the food intolerances coming out of nowhere. Celiac Disease isn't negotiable, but I've fixed my digestion via probiotics and digestive enzymes. The enzymes in particular will help you break down the food that your body isn't handling at the moment. The skin issue might have to do with malnutrition.
Going for walks out in nature and getting sunlight is critical. You might also want to check into the 'anti-inflammation' diet or doing a food elimination fast to narrow down what's bothering you.
400c15e5 No.3696046
>>3695998what was your username? I want to read what you got banned for
400c15e5 No.3696058
>>3695987You are always welcome to join the lulz bunker server. Helios was the one that banned you from his weird personal cult server, not Gonz.
400c15e5 No.3696061
>>3696054coming from you I was expecting more exotic stuff but these really are fairly mundane comments
05c1991d No.3696062
>>3696061"K"
"I would knot turn that down. Well, for at least half an hour."
Banned for 3 days: Stop being creepy.[Source]
https://e621.net/user_feedbacks?search%5Buser_id%5D=173520 400c15e5 No.3696064
>>3696062yeah I saw those lol. millcore and rd are assholes
f4e66cd4 No.3696065
>>3696062getting banned for saying "K" was kinda ridiculous.
Whats doubly annoying, is that even though not all of my comments were smash hits, the majority of them were highly upvoted.
9c8c37f5 No.3696075
>>3696071Would have been setbacks on every art that does not fit in standards and just find another safe place to keep the archive running.
f4e66cd4 No.3696078
>>3696075Aufy's mental health has been spiraling out of control… in really odd ways, for years now. He wasn't always like he is now.
The ramifications of him being a mod is a tract best ignored and never pursued.
Still I feel bad for him. He's autistic, his step-day convinced his mom to put him in a shed in the back yard, and he's been making increasingly bad life choices ever since.
I can't imagine he's any better off than he was when he got radio-silenced. Last we talked, months ago, he was planning on taking out a short term loan to pay for sexual-transitioning.
b049dfcd No.3696086
>>3696078Remember when he used to deny that his delusional self-bimbofication fetish was different from being a tranny?
f4e66cd4 No.3696110
>>3696086Last time we talked, I advised Aufy not to take a short term predatory loan. Not just because its a horrible idea that everyone who does it regrets, but even if for the short term he can buy some estrogen and t-blockers from a sketchy online chinese pharmacy, he doesn't have all that much money, and he'd only be able to afford it for a little while.
Still no one ever takes my advice, despite it usually being pretty wise.
Plus I don't really consider what he wanted to do either achievable, or actually gender transitioning. When we were bashing uglies, Fancy-Tux basically said that if you don't start transitioning when you're either a teen or a very early 20's you're going to have a bad time. She was pretty passable, I wasn't embarrassed to be in public with her, and she was just generally pretty cool.
What Aufy wants to do is just stupid. His idea of what a woman actually is is a parody. He wants to have KKK-cup tits, bedazzled nails long enough to be considered weapons, heavy plastered makeup, bleach blond hair, and have everything he owns being hot pink.
His weak concept of what a female actually is aside, being in his late 30's, he'd never get anything near what he wants.
He also made the mistake of actually getting buff. Everything just plays out in a really bad way in my head.
f4e66cd4 No.3696113
>>3696110Also as I said before, as much as a crime against humanity as I think it is, I'm really looking forward to all these transitioning elementary school kids eventually turning 18 and posting their bubble butts and undeveloped micro-penises on pornhub.
It might be awful, but you have to look at the bright side.
c475ec7f No.3696126
>>3696086Aufy is going to do sexual favors on cam to earn enough money to go all out and transform his real self into a duplicate of his bimbo personification. Look forward to watching it appear on a future episode of Botched!
f4e66cd4 No.3696135
>>3696126From what I understood from our conversation, Aufy wanted to do kinda the reverse of what most trans do. He wanted to do the bottom surgery and THEN work on his tits and face.
With any luck he wont fuck it up too bad, and can be a kind of butchered Buck Angel before he goes too far.
d268598e No.3696153
>>3696137It's because those are the fetishistic caricatures of feminine/masculine that they masturbate to
It's a fetish+mental illness
c475ec7f No.3696196
>>3696136Have you tried going out to some dance clubs with decent vibes and patronage in your city?
f4e66cd4 No.3696245
>>3696136lol
>makes a thread specifically about himself, and being lonely>thread is hijacked and isn't about him anymore>even more lonely.There is a lesson for you to learn here, but its up to you to determine what that lesson is. Spoiler, its something to do about assertiveness, and falling into habit.
ccc68459 No.3696255
I think it's healthy to just physically be around other people. Like in Beastars where they have the room with the artificial full moon in which the wolves gather just to be around other wolves. Maybe you'd feel more comfortable surrounded by wolves, but you're not a wolf. You're a human. So we surround ourselves with humans, even if they annoy us and we annoy them. Even if we don't really understand each other. Because it's natural, and it works.
But yeah, the loneliness epidemic is real. I don't think moving to 'Murica or someplace where there's more furries will fix your loneliness.
9821e771 No.3696264
>>3696245You make entire threads just talking to yourself. Why you laughing at op
73ec2b89 No.3696444
>>3696234Why is this place so obsessed with Aufy?
f4e66cd4 No.3696484
>>3696459Aufy isn't physically unattractive, without his cringe suit, but he isn't attractive either. His biggest "attractive" quality is his total lack of self awareness, which to some comes off as self confidence. Its the same attribute that leads him to make the horrible life decisions that keeps him living in basements and sheds.
His best attribute is literally his worst attribute.
c475ec7f No.3696544
>>3696543Put up a fundraiser to rent OP a hooker.
f4e66cd4 No.3696550
>>3696544pretty much. I don't know what advice to give a lonely person other than, get out and meet people.
There really isn't much to be said. I mean, I'm lonely, but I like being alone, doesn't really bother me in the slightest. I prefer the company of animals over humans any day.
I like talking on lulz, its about the closest thing I get to socializing with humans, but even if I didn't have the internet, I'd just journal. Same essential result, except my journal wouldn't call me a liar or faggot every 15 seconds.
13f3eb4d No.3696554
>>3696550To be fair though you do lie almost constantly.
1e88d136 No.3696592
This is most likely diet related. Lack of exercise can cause depression.
1e88d136 No.3696593
>>3696592>>3693277Sugar addiction and lack of exercise is the problem. Countless studies which prove that vigorous exercise will stop depression.
Would recommend fasting for 4 days. No food, only liquids. At the very least he should get OFF the sugar. So damaging! Start eating only "Keto" foods and follow only a keto diet. No sugar!
I know this is wasted advice and will be summarily ignored… but the question was asked and an answer was given.
Again. To everyone. Get off the sugar! Get off the sugar! Get off the sugar! It's slowly killing you.
ccc68459 No.3696596
>>3696593This. Sugar is poison. I've eaten enough sugar in my childhood to last me a lifetime, which has consequentially been cut short for having done so. Probably. Come the 30th of this month, I will have been strict keto for 2 years. That is, well under 20 g net carbs a day for 2 years.
Not planning on eating refined sugar again, but I think I'll loosen my carb restriction this year. Maybe include more fruit and higher carb vegetables.
7fcbc850 No.3696599
>>3696593This, actually.
Sugar is addictive so companies like to put it in everything to keep people craving and buying. Condiments, salad dressings, and beverages are loaded with it, so people trying to eat more wholesome main courses still unwittingly consume it in those forms. The caesar dressing in McDonald's kale salad has more calories, fat, and sodium by itself than an entire Big-Mac burger, for instance. If I'm not mistaken, sugar in particular is mostly responsible for belly-fat too, so cutting back will help your waistline.
>>3693267Do you have access to fresh produce? I eat a lot of fruit each day: two apples, two bananas, plus an orange or two and I literally always feel kinda better afterwards.
1e88d136 No.3696605
>>3696599Calories are irrelevant in the whole. The body is dual fuel. It runs primarily on ketones, but also uses sugar. When running on sugar it will store any fat it can find for use later, since this is the primary fuel source. There are no built in regulators for the amount of fat stored, since it is rare to find that much sugar in a paleo diet…. now enter the modern diet. See the problem?
Sugar is what causes Alzheimer's. In fact, Alzheimers has now been renamed Type 3 diabetes. Search engine "glycosylation of amyloid proteins" to learn more.
