sleep deprivation is a constant thing with me. Which is weird since I don't even drink caffeine, and my body is so flooded with depressants that I should be in a coma.
Don't know if anyone noticed, but I'm kinda always online. I can easily go a week without sleep.
I can knock myself out with seroquel, but the problem is its not actually a "sleep medication" and I keep getting my psychs switched out and then they cancel my prescription, then I start swilling vodka again to knock myself out, then I go back to rehab, then they give me a new prescription for it, and the cycle continues.
When I go silent, its usually because I'm sober and getting sleep.